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Before the Light

by James Thomas

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1.
Alibi 03:11
Alibi Maybe I’ll take a train home Maybe I’ll dream for a while Maybe I’ll find a coat to wear Herb in my cigarette I can’t quit not quite yet There’s such a thin line ‘Tween the modern in me And the old slave chained To the black oil tree But every way’s another way home Maybe I’ll crack the code Her love lacked the quality, Romance or poverty To make me believe she was worth all the life in me But you’re making me shake girl up and down So the sky gets big and the world turns ‘round You are the dream You are the light Out at the crossroads In the dark of the night You are the alibi You are the reason why I keep staggering All of my life You are the way I go Mama, don’t you know The way you shine Dead entertainer talking on the telephone Circus tent wrapped around his frail and brittle bones I want to fit in but I feel so much better Reading the map on my own So blindfold the eyes of the future in me ‘Cause I don’t want to see what died in my sleep Make me more like a river Lord and less like a stone You are the dream You are the light Out at the crossroads In the dark of the night You are the alibi You are the reason why I keep staggering All of my life You are the way I go Mama, don’t you know The way you shine
2.
Hollow Moon 02:52
Hollow Moon Love, it wouldn’t hurt so much without so many words My word wanders like a dog without a friend left in the world Oh motorcycle moon I’m a gunshot through the heart Of a convict chasing halos through his conscience in the dark Dancing is hard when you’ve got no heartbeat When you’ve got no discreet Way to leave your mind behind I can barely hold a candle to a ghost Like a matchstick in a stove To feel the warmth you’d never know how bad I’d broken Time is whispering secrets through the woman on my mind And my mind only wants to leave the gifts of God behind I’ve never seen a king go down the way my father died He left me scarred enough to keep the dream alive Dancing is hard when you’ve got no heartbeat When you’ve got no discreet Way to leave your mind behind I can barely hold a candle to a ghost Like a matchstick in a stove To feel the warmth you’d never know how bad I’d broken More and more the outlaw in me wants to set things right I sit inside this storm and feel the poems in me die I watch the changes flash like haunted bats across the sky Beneath this hollow moon that rolls me down my life
3.
Love 03:17
Love Love is like wine I must let myself think if I'll drink every time For I swallow so fast As each moment rolls past Each night gets so dizzy down under the last Love's like a house on the moon I get carried away if I build it too soon I don't mind floating free But there's no air to breathe And a man can't believe when it all feels so empty Love's like a wolf in the woods Now we see eye to eye and it's well understood It's a one-sided game and only I am to blame For picking a shot I don't know how to aim Love's like the dance of the stars It seems so much bigger than all that we are I can look up and see Such a beautiful dream But it's the trick of the hook that pulls fish from the stream Love's like a wave on the beach Some say it's safe on the shore but it's so out of reach If I want it to stay And not sweep me away To a world that will swallow me up in a grave Love's like the rain comin' down When it's fallen so far just to break on the ground The rivers all know It was round long before It rusted the key you kept secret for me by the door Even as a stranger Counting quarters in the midnight fall I now see that love can be Anything I want at all
4.
A Thousand Times My clue lady luck I dance half wrong As the train cracks the station bell and the morning rolls along But I’m a sight to see As the king of the night in my infamy And for all I know I’ll have to burn a thousand times In her eyes to empty out my head and realize I only want to hold my hand up to her heart and say Never again will I pretend that I could know the only way My barefoot angels fight the dogs And carry light back from the dawn To save the music curled up crying With the money in her arms She just wants one more song Before the spirits, the rain and the lights go on And for all I know I’ll have to burn a thousand times In her eyes to empty out my head and realize I only want to hold my hand up to her heart and say Never again will I pretend that I could know the only way
5.
Nostalgia 03:31
Nostalgia A little bit afraid of Chinese music A little bit ashamed to burn the old church down A little complication, slip of the tongue A little bible burning in the name of the crown A little old dream I wish I'd killed her A little quiet moment when the sun goes down A little cold religion, fit of a wise man Skinning a cat in the dress of a clown I'm in and out of change Like a porter through the rain I found my baggage in an old hotel Without any poets to its name Wondering how it's gonna be Two strong hands But there's nothing here for me A little bit of dark to make the children brave A little sweet maria to be saved A little conversation, a mystic door A little blood to wipe up off the floor A little bit of shadow in the water A little birdsong in the oil and the wine A little candle for the mourning A little old dog in the ruins and her master's blind I tell it like it is I'm hiding phantoms in this old guitar I burn the window as I sit And dream I'm someone from afar Looking out across the hill, I imagine army running Through the mind of an old man killing The nightmare runs and the bells keep ringing A little bit afraid of Chinese music A little bit ashamed to burn the old church down A little complication, slip of the tongue A little bible burning in the name of the crown A little bit of animal in the spark of the knife A little funeral at the heart of my life A little dance with a dying ghost in my eyes A little hand on the mouth of the child in me crying I'm in and out of change Like a porter through the rain I found my baggage in an old hotel Without any poets to its name Wondering how it's gonna be I escape for a moment The world falls back on me So I tell it like it is I'm hiding phantoms in this old guitar I burn the window as I sit And dream I'm someone from afar Looking out across the hill, I imagine army running Through the mind of an old man killing The nightmare runs and the bells keep ringing
6.
The Old Man on the Mountain The old man on the mountain found a way To turn any star back into a heart that never would fade While his sister the shepherd she opened the eyes of the storm Saying see how they cry, do you still wonder why They forgot they were born Oh, but I don’t mind this peaceful silence After they all go For it leaves me breathless This ever-restless Need for me to know The art-maker’s truck bead of split hearts rolled cold Down the highway humble to war ‘Tween destroying his mind and losing his time To a woman who let herself go by the door By their child looking up and wondering why They’re so angry in fire and breeze As a grandmother hides the tears that she cries For a world that was calmer inside of the dream Oh, but I don’t mind this peaceful silence After they all go For it leaves me breathless This ever-restless Need for me to know
7.
Silhouette 02:47
Silhouette My silhouette agreed to break even With the darkness on the wall that surrounds me When I feel nothing at all My imagination’s too strong for the truth I know you thought that love would never save you This one took you by surprise Like every white cross underneath the highway sky Some days the tide will rise And wash the misty eyes right off the moon But if you’re gonna cast me back into my past Don’t sit there burning asking blood to turn to wine I know I’m not an easy man to be with I’ve seen trouble in my time You’re more beautiful than any heart I ever thought I’d feel in the woman soft beside me In a world I cannot deal with on an even keel I let down my guard and watch you like a hawk as you roll through But if you’re gonna cast me back into my past Don’t sit there burning asking blood to turn to wine I know I’m not an easy man to be with I’ve seen trouble in my time I’m constantly at odds with the man I try to be Alongside every contradiction in the world that I can see There’s a way to learn to fake it, There’s a chance I’ll never make it As a fool I have forsaken one and all I know I’m not an easy man to be with Baby, catch me as I fall I know you thought that love would never save you This one took you by surprise Like every white cross underneath the highway sky I climbed out of a dying world for you
8.
Demon in the Sea I’m so afraid of the demon in the sea There must be something I don’t want down in the darkest part of me It’s like there’s blood on the wings of the shy dove in my cage They’re drawing back the curtains while I’m still painting my face The tears of a savage on a little café stage With a black tie and an axe inside a church of angel bones I spit out stained glass with a country organ hanging from a rope Until I see I’m just a bridge with my nightmares whipping through All I was taught as a child like icy bullet through my mama’s womb I knelt and learned to pray until the virgin came with the pouring rain To wash away the truth I’m dying, and I know I missed your birthday But I’m trying to take my mind off yesterday For I can’t see the city of God glow inside the rose So blind I bleed in the arms of something I might never know Tomorrow swings the hammer like a baby on the snow I climb that holy mountain with such crackling in my soul Like a candle in the hand of a slave ship engineer I’m going down beneath the shouts and cries the end is coming near I wouldn’t mind shattered reality if I could disappear I’m dying, and I know I missed your birthday But I’m trying to take my mind off yesterday For I can’t see the city of God glow inside the rose So blind I bleed in the arms of something I might never know Swallows they will mourn for free Even kids like you and me As I run my feet they weave Through razorblades and dregs of Eden Wreathes I tie with such regret Around the arms of all the dead That burn along with all the pain Of memory inside my brain And all the faces she can see When she spaces out in my company
9.
Last Supper 03:38
Last Supper There are ways a man can live That let him sleep in peace oblivious There are ways a man can learn to fight What will never die I’ve got that rose in my crown As I kiss the tear on the shoulder that tears my world down Pour me a drink Tonight I’m in love Pour one for sorrow And the angels above Tomorrow it’s war boys And they called out my name That silvery river will swallow me If I can ever learn to be brave There are ways a man can hide And turn from the lantern That glows through the night in his eyes There are ways a man can learn to fight What will never die I’ve got that rose in my crown This empire will bury my bones like the sun going down Pour me a drink Tonight I’m in love Pour one for sorrow And the angels above Tomorrow it’s war boys And they called out my name That silvery river will swallow me If I can ever learn to be brave When I can’t come down to take your hand Go quiet and seek all the peace in your heart That your conscience can stand For under your thoughts I shall play Like a shimmering ghost in a grave Here at your side I shall stay ‘Till the first birds of morning arise To wash me away Pour me a drink Tonight I’m in love Pour one for sorrow And the angels above Tomorrow it’s war boys And they called out my name That silvery river will swallow me If I can ever learn to be brave

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released December 25, 2014

Recorded and Mixed by: Daryl Chonka (www.oldgrowthmusic.com)
"Nostalgia" Recorded and Mixed by Bruce Witkin
"Silhouette" Recorded and Mixed by Mark Lawrence (www.biginjapanrecordings.com)
Cover Photograph by: Tayu Hayward (www.tayuhayward.com)
Mastered by: Graemme Brown at Zen Mastering, Gabriola Island
Songs Written and Performed by: James Thomas

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James Thomas London, UK

James Thomas is a singer/songwriter from Vancouver. A blend of Nick Drake, Jeff Buckley and Paul Simon. He plays in a finger- picking acoustic style with literary influences from Henry Miller to Walt Whitman. His songs deal with themes of conflict between the search for peace, alienation, women, the imagination and self-destruction. ... more

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